I agree, but I suppose that's the benefit of hindsight. I was not in a clear state of mind, so I didn't exercise restraint as I usually would.
It was so much easier when that tension didn't exist. I did try to extend an olive branch and apologize after the group chat, but she had little interest in hearing what I had to say. But for what it's worth, I've no intention to put you in the middle, as that's a large contributing factor to my behavior in the Palace.
The fact that two people I care about are decidedly on fraught terms, that this has been going on for the better part of a year, and the push and pull that accompanies it.
[It's horrible. Exhausting beyond all belief.]
If it helps, I can provide the conversation that ultimately led to Magpie's actions. Though I never showed him the texts themselves, he was the one to field my frustrations in the aftermath of said conversation.
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It was so much easier when that tension didn't exist. I did try to extend an olive branch and apologize after the group chat, but she had little interest in hearing what I had to say. But for what it's worth, I've no intention to put you in the middle, as that's a large contributing factor to my behavior in the Palace.
The fact that two people I care about are decidedly on fraught terms, that this has been going on for the better part of a year, and the push and pull that accompanies it.
[It's horrible. Exhausting beyond all belief.]
If it helps, I can provide the conversation that ultimately led to Magpie's actions. Though I never showed him the texts themselves, he was the one to field my frustrations in the aftermath of said conversation.
I'm to blame for all of this.