Yeah, maybe, except Goro probably wasn't feeling the same self-disgust. Instead of saying so, Ren just nods.

God, he needs to do anything else. If he keeps lying here thinking about how he almost shot Goro, he'll lose his mind. Just go completely insane, screaming and frothing at the mouth and everything. "Fuck this," he says abruptly, lifting his head. His eyes burn fever-bright. "Let me finger you."