"Goro," he says into the pillow. "I know what it fucking feels like. To go into the Metaverse."

Why the fuck is he freaking out? It's not going to happen. Goro is safe from him. But even knowing that, he can't shake off the nausea and the dread. He might not hallucinate Goro with a hole through his head anymore, but he remembers what it looked like when he did.