He catches Goro's hand in his and strokes it gently with his thumb as he moves the pieces around in his head, trying to make them into a picture. His eyes go distant as he thinks.

It doesn't take long for it to come together, in the end. Some of the details are still confusing as hell, but the basic concept? Yeah. And the moment it clicks, the bottom drops out of his stomach.

His gaze snaps back into focus. He stares silently at Goro for a moment, until he can't keep the horror from his face anymore. Then, with a small noise, he buries his face in his pillow. He clings to Goro's hand, bruisingly tight.